Tomorrow I’m headed down to Springfield for the first competition of 2013, and my first team competition ever. Tony and I will be in the Intermediate division of the Icebreather Classic at Capital City CrossFit. First event has already been announced and based on it I’m hopeful of our chances to do well. Tony and I are pretty similar so in terms of strategy in team making we didn’t really think it through. If WOD 2 has burpees or a long run we are done for, but for now I’m a good rower, and I’m pretty good at the other movements.
50 Calorie Row
40 Standing Broad Jumps (6’/4′)¹
30 Toes to Bar²
20 Hang Snatches (95/63)³
The 50 Calorie Row may be broken up in any manner the team wishes, this can include 1 teammate rowing the whole 50 Calories
¹Standing Broad Jumps are to be broken up in any increment the team desires, with each person performing at least 1 rep
²Toes to Bar are to be completed in any increment the team desires, with each person performing at least 1 rep. While one person is performing the reps, the other person must be hanging from the bar
³Hang Snatches are to be completed in any increment the team desires, with each person completing at least one rep. While one partner is performing snatches, the other partner must be in a chin-over-the-bar hold. Their chin may not contact the bar at any time.
Time will tell how things play out during the day but I’m really excited to get back into town and put some work in with my boy Big T. I’m also crashing at his place with his pretty awesome lady and two dogs, so it’s going to be a fun time all around. After the way that I’ve been feeling lately this is just what I need. Not to get too negative but when on the job hunt and things seem pretty bleak it’s hard to keep yourself motivated sometimes and pushing yourself in other areas of life. I wonder if the Whole 30 has helped or hurt in that area. I’m going to venture to guess that it’s a bit of both. It has kept me from going crazy on “paleo treats” and such and made sure that I’m watching what I’m eating. But at the same time there’s some comfort that comes from some of that so it’s been hard. At the same time I’m over the hump with it so I’m not feeling like I’m missing a lot. Although I will admit to secretly dreaming of a meal consisting of a pound of bacon on day 31. I don’t care if anything else appears in that meal I just want bacon. Actually I take that back, I want Coffee, Bacon, and Chocolate. Even though I have had a little bit of 100% Cocoa, there’s still nothing like a quality dark chocolate bar. And I’ll be dominating some pumpkin stuff too that first week. I don’t know what but it will be big. So this weekend there will be lots of pictures, laughs with friends, and a few dirty words as I lift heavy stuff, work my hardest and try to bring one home for the team. I’m looking forward to it, and then who knows, maybe I’ll come home to find one of my many applications have brought some fruit to this job hunt.
Sunday night and it’s almost midnight but I have to get this post in to keep myself going on this. Whole 30 week 1 is in the books and I’ve learned a few things. First my body is starting to normalize itself and I have way more even energy throughout the day now that my coffee consumption is lower. I think it’s time that I switch to decaf when this thing is over if I’m going to have any coffee after lunch. I still love the taste of a good cup of coffee but I’m also learning to appreciate herbal teas so I may have found my substitute there. Also I’m snacking much less and finding myself to have a better level of fullness throughout the day, I kind of expected this. So that’s good to see it happen, for a while I felt like I was eating like a horse and it was good to see that I could go to smaller meals but still feel full and not need to snack. I’m also trying to stay with as little fruit as possible and so far I’ve only had one Larabar this week and one thing of applesauce. So I’m doing well there, I’ve been having more sweet potatoes, and today I made mashed pumpkin which actually was kind of an experiment that turned out really well. I’m also getting more variety into my intake by introducing different things and I’m enjoying that as well. Sunday is a rest day for me so no workout to talk about, and I have to say that I am loving the chance to just chill out for a while and let myself recover. On Saturday I have my first team competition so I’ll be back in Springfield, can’t wait to get back down there and see how I do in this one. Also looking forward to taking on another week at DNA and getting into the swing of things now that my body seems to have straightened itself out for the most part.
Day two of the Whole 30 began as a pretty good day. After yesterday’s issues with not wanting to eat all day I got up and was actually hungry. After eating some food and spending some time hanging out with a friend it was time to head into the gym, and this is where my day took a turn. Part of doing this Whole 30 is understanding motivations for why I eat what I do and why I’m hungry when I am. At certain points I question if I’m actually hungry or if there’s some other motivation pushing me to eat. This afternoon I wanted a pot of coffee and a pound of bacon, it was 3:30 and I had just pulled over to the side of the road with a flat tire. Now I didn’t actually want them that very minute, but I knew that is what I wanted to eat after I figured out how to get myself back moving and got done in the gym. So that’s to the Whole 30 I understood that it was the stress of now having to come up with $700 for tires for my truck that was pushing me towards that amazing combo of Coffee and Bacon. It’s my favorite meal, actually there are often weeks where if you rotate a few other players in it shows up five times in my meal planning. But I resisted, I have limited myself to two cups of coffee before 2pm for this 30 days, and already it’s trying my patience, also I had no approved Bacon in the house to make so I skipped that also. I instead got my tire changed and went into the gym, suffered for the better part of an hour doing double unders, burpees, and toes to bar and then went home. Settling on a salad with chicken and some veggies. I had no coffee with dinner, and my one little nod to the less than fun nature of the afternoon was having a little applesauce with dinner. I tried to get my mind off of the trip to the tire place tomorrow by working on doing stuff around the house and it did help for a while. So Whole 30 was it good that I knew it was the stress of finding a lot of money while unemployed that was pushing me towards certain food choices, I guess so. There’s still a part of me that dislikes you for keeping me from fulfilling that desire. Overall lesson learned, when you know that you need tires, don’t put off getting them for months, instead get a plan together and go buy them, I own the car, sometimes such things have to be done.
If you were to ask me to sum up my life right now in one word it would be waiting, or maybe better stated anticipation. Yes, I like anticipation much better, I think it reflects my feelings more. I am not simply waiting on what is going to happen next. Instead I am not merely passive but actively looking forward to what comes next. I spend my days applying for jobs that I find and constantly hunting for opportunities. I also am looking forward to packing new experiences into these last few weeks here in Pennsylvania. But there is a problem, I don’t know how much longer that I will be here. Technically I’m only promised my job through the end of the week. The next schedule could come out and my name not be on it. I don’t expect that to happen but it could. I could be given a couple more weeks and the first weekend of October be told that my job isn’t here anymore and I’m headed back to Illinois. It is a stressful way to live. Not having any control over that part of my future. When I apply for jobs I pick a start date with no idea if I’ll be employed until that job begins or not. I have a hard time planning things to do because I don’t know if I can commit to being around more than a couple weeks from now. I want to set up the dates for the NYC trip with Alex. I had a great time with him and Craig in January, those two are great and I really want to see them again. I also would love to make it back down to DC and I need to plan my trip back home so I have a couple of days with my little brother at college. But all of that is on hold. I can’t make any decisions for the fall until I know how long I’ll have this job. I’ve gone through many emotions about it. I’ve been stressed, worried, excited, apathetic, and amused even. But at this point I’m just nervous that I will not be given more than a week or so notice and I’ll have to scramble to get things together to go back and I won’t accomplish the things that I want to do here. Because of this the structure of being strict has been a great distraction keeping my mind off of other things. I can focus on making sure that I’m following the rules of my challenge and taking care of myself. Also seeing the changes that It’s given me has been a great positive when it’s easy to get bogged down in all of the parts of life that aren’t so great. I hope that at some point the powers that be realize that they are playing with my life here and let me have some sort of idea on my time here and how that it is going to continue or not continue into the fall.
Besides the waiting I’ve noticed something else lately. I pee all the time, not even remotely what feels like a normal amount. Last night I was up three times in the night to do it. I know that I drink a lot of water but seriously body get on board here. I’m sure that’s more about me than you wanted to know, but I felt like this post should contain something about the challenge in it. Otherwise I’m still thinking of keeping this thing going until next month, maybe even longer. Who knows I may rock the challenge until I get bored with it. I would like to have more coffee in my day though. If I go back to Starbucks that would be hard.