Today I was once again flying solo in the gym at 3pm. I swear if I didn’t know better I would think that I must smell or something, because lately I’m doing the WOD alone more often than I’m working with others. But I came in and after some mobility and warmup it was 15 minutes to get a new 1RM Snatch from the hi-hang. I’m still doing split since I can’t get to full depth in the overhead position. I started at 75 not sure how high I would go but I hit 150, and failed an attempt at 155 before time ran out. Since 150 was my best pull from the floor before I made the switch to split snatches and started working with Jake I’m thinking that it might be time to do another max effort and see where I land. This month is all about pushing myself in multiple areas so taking on a new PR attempt would be good for me. I’ll have to talk to Jake and see when I can work the attempt into the programming. My day was solid overall, with good food, lots of job applications and sorting books to sell to make some extra cash. These posts seem very boring to me as I haven’t really done much that seems worth mentioning to me. Tomorrow I’m going to sell the books back, take on the last WOD before skill day, and pack to get myself ready to compete this weekend. The first WOD for the partner competition was announced and tomorrow I’m going to talk about the WOD and what strategy I may use to take it on.
Whole 30 week two has begun, and it’s a good kick off when I get to spend some time with the nephews, play a little more MarioKart and have a good evening working on reading. The older nephew is in Kindergarten and he needs help with his reading. So Uncle Steve and the boy had a good time working on on his list of words. It did a lot to make me feel better, and spending the day working on job applications also helped. Getting back into CrossFit DNA was a good workout programmed and after knocking that out and having a good daily intake I can say that while I do miss a couple things, the prospect of pairing eggs and chili for breakfast has me as a big fan. No new PR’s to announce or other such things but overall I think that as the second week begins I can say that I’m feeling pretty good about everything. I’m leaner than I was and I have good energy, and I’m still playing with some things but overall I’m happy. Now if only someone would offer this guy a job I could be all set. With that I’m getting off this thing and winding down to get to bed early tonight.
Sunday night and it’s almost midnight but I have to get this post in to keep myself going on this. Whole 30 week 1 is in the books and I’ve learned a few things. First my body is starting to normalize itself and I have way more even energy throughout the day now that my coffee consumption is lower. I think it’s time that I switch to decaf when this thing is over if I’m going to have any coffee after lunch. I still love the taste of a good cup of coffee but I’m also learning to appreciate herbal teas so I may have found my substitute there. Also I’m snacking much less and finding myself to have a better level of fullness throughout the day, I kind of expected this. So that’s good to see it happen, for a while I felt like I was eating like a horse and it was good to see that I could go to smaller meals but still feel full and not need to snack. I’m also trying to stay with as little fruit as possible and so far I’ve only had one Larabar this week and one thing of applesauce. So I’m doing well there, I’ve been having more sweet potatoes, and today I made mashed pumpkin which actually was kind of an experiment that turned out really well. I’m also getting more variety into my intake by introducing different things and I’m enjoying that as well. Sunday is a rest day for me so no workout to talk about, and I have to say that I am loving the chance to just chill out for a while and let myself recover. On Saturday I have my first team competition so I’ll be back in Springfield, can’t wait to get back down there and see how I do in this one. Also looking forward to taking on another week at DNA and getting into the swing of things now that my body seems to have straightened itself out for the most part.
Lately I’ve been thinking about my past a lot, what it was like growing up, accomplishments, failures, and the like. I’ve really been wanting to talk about more than the tediousness of everyday life lately. To be honest there has not been much to report on, and I feel like this thing can very easily take on a negative tone if I’m not careful. Growing up for me like many other people was full of it’s ups and downs. I had always been a big kid, I don’t think that I can remember a time when I wasn’t considered large for my age. Even during a short period between eighth grade and my sophomore year when I was somewhat smaller I wasn’t what you would consider little. I was a 200 plus pound freshman, and as a sophomore I wrestled 215. I tried to play sports but wasn’t very athletic until my last couple years of high school when I was what you could consider an average athlete. As you could expect I had a dual personality about it at times. Putting on a front of being somewhat outgoing, all the while worried about what people really thought about me, and what they said I was like when I wasn’t around. To be honest that sticks with me even today. I’m often worried about how I was recieved in a situation after I leave it. That insecurity is something that I still have to work to overcome. I am often found in my small group of friends that I’m comfortable with, not wanting to push outside of that group for fear that I will not be looked at favorably. Over the next couple weeks I’m going to try to talk about different times in my life more specifically, but for now I’ll just leave this post with a promise to push myself to be more comfortable in social situations and to try to be more open with people in my real life interactions. For now, how about a picture of a younger me.
Today I was sore, really sore, the kind you only experience when your rest day turns into practice your clean and jerk for two hours. But after a slow start to the day I made it into the gym. Once again I was flying solo for the 4pm class so I worked by myself and eventually the 5pm group came in early and cheered me on. New 2rm for Dead-lift today – 425, failed a 435 attempt. Going in I had put the over/under at 450 I really wanted that number but I was just too sore to get it. Workout today was Hang clean thrusters, burpee over box jumps, and kettlebell swings. Again Burpees show me that I’m not back to 100% as I struggled hard during them each round. Finished off the night with a trip to the grocery store and came home with some Lamb chops that were on sale. Excited to have these in the next couple days, also bought a Veal steak to try since I’ve never had it before. With that out of the way let me rant for a second.
WHY AM I CRAVING DOUGHNUTS ALL THE TIME NOW THAT I’M WHOLE 30?
And yes you can read that screaming. I haven’t had one since I went paleo in July of 2011, that’s right almost two years with none. No I haven’t made a Paleo version, I really just have not missed them or wanted them at all. But yesterday at the gym they were mentioned and ever since I’ve been craving them ridiculously I think about them, in the grocery store they seemed to be everywhere. I smell the sweetness of the glaze on them and I just want to eat a whole dozen. No idea why, but I really want them badly. And it’s not as though I could just say if I crave them this much I’ll have one, I’ve got three more weeks of Whole 30 before I can even think about a cheat. What is wrong with me, guess I’ll add one to my eat a pound of bacon because you haven’t had it for a month meal when this thing is over. I don’t know if this is what they were intending when the program was put together. But this is ridiculous. Now excuse me while I think thoughts of sugary glazed goodness and drool a little. Just like Homer would.
Day four and I feel like for the most part I’m over the hump getting into the grove of this Whole 30. I had three good meals, a small snack of Almonds and capped the day off with a little bakers Chocolate. I love that i can eat 100% it means that for this month I don’t have to exclude it completely from my diet. During the day today I spent some time at my buddy Space’s house, a few weeks ago I hung a bunch of drywall at his new place so it was good to see it finished and him moved in. We hung a couple shelves for his Star Wars collection and then ran around town a bit. Time to put some work in at the gym. It is my active recovery/skill day so into Crossfit DNA I went for about an hour or mobility followed by a skill class working on the clean, and finishing up with more practice on the clean and jerk. Walking out at 7:30 I was surprised that I had spent 2 1/2 hours there and was pretty starving. I’ve been meaning to make the Salmon Cakes from Practical Paleo for a while so I gave them a go tonight. They are pretty good, and I have three more saved for breakfast tomorrow. In terms of a broader look at my life, I’m still on the job hunt and trying to stay positive. There’s a few leads for long term subs here in Chicago, and I’m hoping that I get into the classroom that way soon. Then I’m looking at finding a classroom to call my own somewhere in the fall and hoping that I’ll land somewhere close so that I can stay near the family. Pretty good day overall and I’m mostly back to normal from the cold that I came down with post NYC. Now to take on prep for the next competition on January 19. I’m excited again playing double duty as a judge for the ladies division and competitor. Also I’ll be repping the supplement Blonyx that I’m working with and passing out some Kill Cliff that I was sent as well. Pretty sweet deal overall. Can’t wait for the next competition of 2013.
Whole 30 day 3 and I have to say that I’m feeling pretty good. Other than having some headaches from the lower coffee consumption it has been pretty good. Even took on a pretty rough WOD and did pretty well. Today’s intake good with some good home cooked food and a snack of some pumpkin seeds. I love those things and they are a great snack when you need a little something. On the job front my hunt continues, current ranger applications are in for a position in Kentucky doing Educational groups, and in California in a year round seasonal position. Where the job would be permanent every year but would be limited to at least 26 weeks but no more than 48. I’m trying to keep my head up and the longer that this thing goes on the more that I’m just trying to find other areas to focus my energy on to that I don’t get discouraged. The Whole 30 is helping that some by giving me a chance to try new recipes and to work on thinking about my day and what I’m doing. I only hope that sometime soon I’ll get a phone call about a job and that I can find some direction on the future.
Every 30 sec for 5 min – 1 Power Snatch, then Every 30 sec for 5 min – 1 Power Clean
15 min AMRAP
5 Double KB Clean and Jerk
2 lengths Walking Lunges with 45# sandbag
10 Pull Ups
20 Squats with 45# sandbag
Day two of the Whole 30 began as a pretty good day. After yesterday’s issues with not wanting to eat all day I got up and was actually hungry. After eating some food and spending some time hanging out with a friend it was time to head into the gym, and this is where my day took a turn. Part of doing this Whole 30 is understanding motivations for why I eat what I do and why I’m hungry when I am. At certain points I question if I’m actually hungry or if there’s some other motivation pushing me to eat. This afternoon I wanted a pot of coffee and a pound of bacon, it was 3:30 and I had just pulled over to the side of the road with a flat tire. Now I didn’t actually want them that very minute, but I knew that is what I wanted to eat after I figured out how to get myself back moving and got done in the gym. So that’s to the Whole 30 I understood that it was the stress of now having to come up with $700 for tires for my truck that was pushing me towards that amazing combo of Coffee and Bacon. It’s my favorite meal, actually there are often weeks where if you rotate a few other players in it shows up five times in my meal planning. But I resisted, I have limited myself to two cups of coffee before 2pm for this 30 days, and already it’s trying my patience, also I had no approved Bacon in the house to make so I skipped that also. I instead got my tire changed and went into the gym, suffered for the better part of an hour doing double unders, burpees, and toes to bar and then went home. Settling on a salad with chicken and some veggies. I had no coffee with dinner, and my one little nod to the less than fun nature of the afternoon was having a little applesauce with dinner. I tried to get my mind off of the trip to the tire place tomorrow by working on doing stuff around the house and it did help for a while. So Whole 30 was it good that I knew it was the stress of finding a lot of money while unemployed that was pushing me towards certain food choices, I guess so. There’s still a part of me that dislikes you for keeping me from fulfilling that desire. Overall lesson learned, when you know that you need tires, don’t put off getting them for months, instead get a plan together and go buy them, I own the car, sometimes such things have to be done.
Today was marked by yet another day of sleeping in thanks to not being over this cold I’ve been fighting yet. After getting up and making a meal that’s Whole 30 approved I went in for an interview at a local health foods grocery store. It went alright, but I’m not completely sure that I’ll get hired, just something about the conversation makes me think that the guy was not really looking to hire a guy like me. After that it was time to head into Crossfit DNA and I rocked the 3pm class solo today. Skill work was some Kettlebell Snatches and Clean and Jerks, strength was Low Bar Back Squats and then the WOD was Power Elizabeth followed by a 2k row. Man that row was tough at the end but I finished and was happy to be done. I hadn’t eaten since breakfast so I went home and had a nice Whole 30 compliant dinner.
I tried to cap my night with the football game but I couldn’t make it past halftime. That was just too painful to watch, now I’m off to lay under the heated blanket, go to sleep early and try to kick the last of this cold that’s been dominating me this week. Coming up in future posts will be how much my lower coffee consumption blows, and how I wish that I hadn’t decided to limit myself to only two cups before noon.
Tomorrow morning starts my first Whole 30. I’m spending the evening working on job applications and watching PBS. I love watching public television, and hopefully my job hunting tonight will be fruitful. Tonight’s been filled with applications for teaching jobs in the city. The idea of getting back into the classroom is very exciting, and working with students from diverse backgrounds brings a set of challenges that I am looking forward to taking on. Also this week I have an interview for an immediate job working for a local health food store. I’m looking forward to the interview and the possibility of the job that includes a discount on paleo foods is pretty good as well. As the night carries on I find myself more and more nervous about how my body will change as the month gets underway. Which to me seems odd considering how long that I’ve been Paleo already. Cutting out much of my coffee consumption is going to be the biggest challenge. I make no illusions that I drink anything other than too much of the stuff. But it’s my one holdover, when not drinking water I have coffee and I’ll drink it all day long. So for the Whole 30 I’m going to cut down my consumption to two cups before noon. I will then add in a little bit of tea consumption as well. This is going to be a month of trying new things, getting rid of some old things and in the end we will see how I respond to yet another challenge to jump out of this rut that I’ve found myself in lately. I’m sure that this month will find me discussing things in more detail, and tomorrow I’ll be stepping on the scale for the first time in months, in the spring when I broke 130lbs lost I decided that I would not weigh myself anymore. But it will be interesting to see where I am weight wise now. So this week look forward to pictures and measurements and also some observations of jumping into the Whole 30 and it’s impact on my body.